be myself

i wanna work hard..
i wanna sing well..
i wanna BE myself..

watched viedeos of barbara padilla..
ruuner-up of american got talents..
she sings opera..
haha..
i wanna be like her..
sing well..perform on stage with confidence..
HAHAHA!!
i even imagine i could participate in american got talent..
hahahahaha..
IF..
hiak hiak hiak..
i'll work hard to make my dream come true..
become a good singer,an international singer..

i have to take a step forward..
WORK HARD...
prepare myself well in 1 year..
in 1 year time, i 'm gonna be a better singer,
more mature thinking..


come on..
i can do it..

god bless me..^^

taDa~

wonderful weekends..
can it considered wonderful ??
went to cs wif cai xin yesterday..
watched karate kid together..
hahaha..quite nice..but hated the ending..
had dinner at VIVO..
ordered a pizza(cai xin told me that is all VEGGIE>>that means wont put on weigh)
hahaha..wishful thinking..
odered spaghetti too..
both of us odered lemonade..
these food cost us RM20 per person..
and it doesnt rili taste good..
except for the pizza..hahah..
after dinner,we went to 六姐妹 and buy my jeans..
HAHA!!cost me 165!!!
OKAY..I AM OFFICIALLY BROKE now..
i've been spending money since i decided to stufy in sg..
schul fees,new clothes(quite a lot..),new iphone3gs,and new clothes again,and my cosmetics..
gosh..
i try so hard to save money..but failed..
i promise my mum to find a job before schul starts..
is there any job for me??


today,saturday..
had a good time wf my dad just now..
watching FIFA WORLD CUP..
hahaha..
this is my first watching world cup..
i just wanna acc my dad..
cos i didnt REALLY spend time wif him before..
so,decided to acc him to watch FIFA WORLD CUP since he likes sports..


quite enjoy~^^
cheer for korea!!!
AZA!!
hahaha..good job~

pretty MooD

haha..
stayed over at pin's place yesterday..
OO happy day~
hahaha..
miss her sooooo much...
since she started to work..


finally met her up yesterday..
hmm...
had a good night with pin and cai xin..
delicious huh??those food..
hahha..
cai xin..
dont liu kou shui..
hahhahaha..
lets go together nxt time..


our friendship wont fade...
^^
faith on our friendship...
lurve u all always..muackzz...


pin...u make me wanna buy branded shirt..
hahhahahaha..
if i can afford...





this coming christmas...
hahahahahha...



PLEASE...
i need a job before i school starts...
any job..
promoter...performance..


mali mali hom hom hom..



pocket money!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

今天

非常的勇敢

我，本人

救了    一只   狗

哈哈哈哈

从蛮深的龙沟哦

哈哈

那只狗就跟着我回家

一开始时我还不离他

结果

它      是我阿姨的狗生的孩子

它认得我们

真的好奇妙

普通的狗看到陌生人都会吠或者跑开

可是当我把它救上来时它并没有跑开

反而对着我摇尾巴

而且

最重要是

它认得  它     妈妈

超感动的啦

它一直尝试要进我阿姨家

是拼了命噢

过了好久好久

我才发现原来是

几个月前我阿姨给别人的那只小狗

它还记得我们

几贴心下有没有

哈哈

然后

我阿姨就叫我把它送回它原本住的家

结果结果

它的主人原来是要搬家了

才把它放走

怎么可以这样

在这里奉劝大家一句

如果没有信心能够好好的照顾狗狗请不要随便养

“放生”也是一种虐待

在外国是会被告的

只是这里是   马来西亚

唉

可怜的狗

不过幸好

我阿姨决定养它

开心下

“母女”团聚

哈哈

不过开始时

我阿姨的狗有点抗拒

哈哈

争宠啊

看到了吗

狗狗也是有感觉的

不过现在好了

真开心

因为我叫那只小狗

它还有反应

跟它小时候一样

呵呵

我真的好喜欢狗哦

以后我一定会养

养很多

哈哈

今天还蛮开心的

心情也不错

真好

^^

miss miss miss...

my babes...
miss u all soooooooo much..
pin..cai xin..kwang..
it ald been such a long time since we last hung out..
miss our old times..^^
we've been busying abt our schul stuffy,homework,work and life..
BUT...
do not forget ,my friends...
our friendship...
things that we had been through...
memory between us...

moving to sg soon..
hope that we gt more chances to hang out together..
^^



besties always BESTIES..
haha..
forever and ever...^^

hahahaha...XD

finally get my iphone today~wohoo...
I FEEL GOOD..hahahhahaha..
spent my whole afternoon trying to use it..
GOSH...
sooooo hard!!!!!
spent almost 6 hours on this...
at the end...
i cant even upload A song..
ya..A song..
hahaha..
am i an idiot??
i guess so..hahah..
anyway..
i love it sooooooooooo much...
my new iphone...
feel like dreaming...
rili...
my besties know me well..
my mum doesnt buy phone for me EASILY...
i hav to prove to her i deserve to hav the phone..
but not this time..
uhmm..mayb yes..
hahhaa...cant figure out..
i was sick for the last few days..
last thursday,i was sick..
but i insisted to perform on stage in front thousand of ppl..
and i sang WELL..hahha..
i think that's the reason she bought me this phone...
thank you mummy...
i LOVE u...
I'll always love you eventhough u are sooooooo strict to me...
hahhha..


lurve ya..^^


good day,everyone..




and wish me good luck tomoro...
sorry,i didnt practice my piano...hehe..^^

Agrrrrhhh...
I want a hair dye!!
i want a hair cut!!
I want a Iphone..


GOSH...
i look super auntie these days...
messy hair style..

I need a FRESH look!!!

I really do...

hmmm...

what kind of hair style should i try????

should i keep my front part???
or try some BANGS?????
wohoo....
maybe i should..
hahaha..
well..
I DONT DARE to do so~~~
hahaha..
i sayang my hair sooooooooooo much...



but seriously!!!!!
i need a FRESH new look!!!!
hiak..hiak..
here's some EXAMPLE..
hahaha..
look mature huh??

sick...sick....

I am sick todae...
my mum,my bro and me SICKKKK...
except for my dad...
gosh...
suffer...
coughing..and coughing...
><

♥♥单身万岁♥♥

单身无罪。。
而且还万岁。。
哈哈哈。。

一个人也同样活得精彩。。^^
爱上单身。。

哈哈哈。。
迟早变败犬。。

我。。。想必是疯了吧。。


头脑每天想大堆的东西～  ><







单身。。 万万岁～ ^^

made my decision to study in sg for 1 year..
feel excited that i can hav more time to spend wif my besties..=)
look forward to the new schul life n orientation..
hope everything can be PERFECT..
^^
am going to stay in sg since having classes every morning..
soooo exciting n worrying..
exciting cos is going to experience a totally new life in sg by MY OWN...XD
worrying cos i'm not sure will i take good care of myself without my MUM besides me..
hmm..
hope i could...^^crossing my fingers..


a question in L&S class..
what will you do when you go abroad???????
hahahaha..
do sumthing that i CANT do in my country..
one of my classmates answer it..
haha..
ya..is true...do sumthing that i cant do in malaysia...
hehehehe..
start planning huh..
sam pat larr...XD



wish me good luck huh..
find a good place to stay before my orientation..^^
cheap and good!!!!haha..
hope so!!!!XD

hard to choose..
confirmation letters from NAFA n Michigan State Uni..
US??SG??
which will be the BEST choice for me?

feel the warmth..
warmth..warmth..
warmth..warmth..^^




feel the warmth...=)

moody..moody..
girls' problem...=(
i think so..
hmm..
am i suppose to stay in sg?
shul starts in July..
what should i do?
moody..moody..
crossing my fingers..
cant wait to receive letter of comfirmation..


one of my best friends--cai xin..
hope she's doing well in her study..
gotta tell her..
mistakes are always the best teacher..
dun be afraid of making mistakes..
just ignore those who teased at your group..
let them be..
as a teacher, should encourage your student, nt teasing them..am i right??
what for we learn??if we dont make any mistake???
what for we need a teacher??
teacher is to TEACH not TEASE..

shut your mouth up!!!!son of bitch!!!
好女人，养活男人胃口..
坏女人，吊足男人胃口..
mlm...
arghhhhhhhhhh....
remember what you wrote todae..
try to think by yourself!!!
you aren't better!!!idiot..
M.F..
brainless asshole!!!



让我骂了那么多不好的东西。。
我知道我不该跟你一般见识，但是。。
我真的很想骂你！！

audition todae..
hahaha..
quite well..i think..
gd luck to myself..
thx god..
for giving a best teacher..^^
study in sg actually not a bad choice..
train myself to be more independent..
hav more wif my babes..
hope everything will ok..

feel proud of myself todae..
cos i'm the youngest singer among them..
i promise i will work REALLY hard to be the best...
if i gt the chance to study in NAFA..^^

rain!!!!!finally..
hahahahaha..woohoo...
love it!!!!
muackzzzzz....
hmm..
overslept todae..
bt there's no big deal..

bt sumone said sumthing that rili makes me feel upset this morning..
SHE said that i'm just TIDAK APA..my attitude..
hey..i'm nt tidak apa ok?
maybe i'm forgetful,havent grown up,always get things mess up..
bt i'm nt tidak apa abt my things ok?
i 've done all applications by myself..
ok?
so DO NOT say it again...
i will try my best to let things be done well..organise things well..
i promise..
ok?
well..
found out sumthing todae..
my speaking is tatally sucks!!!!
speaking class todae..
topic is..
"choose a celebrity,and pretend u're he/she.."
say sumthing abt your life,scandals,ambition,things u hav done..
uhmmm..
my mind just blanked..think of nothing..
hahaha..
bt at the end,i've chosen Robert Pattinson..haha..
below was my speak..stupid..
"hi,everyone..i'm robert pattinson..(show the photo of kristen steward),and this is my girlfriend..
i'm an artist,i'm filming my latest movie"eclipse"..
lot of young girls think that i'm hot,handsome..(laughing at myself)
i dont bathe myself all the time bacause i want to get rid of papparazzi..(laughing at myself again).."
and i blah blah blah blah blah..ended the speak..
wow...
what a sucks speak..totally nonsense and bullshit..
hahaahaha..

bt after thinking to myself..
that's why didnt do well in IELTS speaking..
cos i'm sooooooooo nervous..
and cant organise things well..

arrrrggghhh...
it's gonna be an obstacle to my audition..
i cant speak well..and express my feeling in words...
butterflies in my tummy...
T_T..
wish me good luck...
wuwuwuwuwuwuwuwu...T_T..

bloody hell..
bloody shit..
bloody holy shit..
sorry for all these bloodies..hahaXD..
what exactly BLOODY means???

uhmm..
pretty good mood todae..
bt the weather sucks!!!
shit like hell..
i hate sunny day..
makes me fell sleepy..
makes me sweat..
turn on air-con and fan..bt super hot still..
arghhhhh...
rain please!!!!!!XD

wish all the best in my audition to NAFA...
n wish me find my MR.RIGHT..
Muahahahahaha...XD

gonna practise my songs later..
whooooo...
it's ald been a looooooong time,i didnt sit for exam...
man..
it's really quite nervous xia..
hahaha..


OO ya..
cai xin..
i sing aaaaaaarrr  eeeeeeekkkkk...like vitas to you when we meet..
hahahaha...
i'll show my TRUE power..
hahahahahahahahaha...


USA or SGP??

moody...moody...
what a moody day..
something ruined my PRETTY mood..
woke up super duper duper early todae..
7:15a.m...
cos cai xin WARNED me dont be late..
so i was soooooooooooooooo guai...
i woke up exactly 7:15a.m..
we went out at 8:20a.m...
few minutes walking..
few minutes MRT..
abt 10 minutes waiting for the bus..
abt 20 minutes sitting in the bus..
abt 10 minutes of walking again..
FINALLY...
we arrived at cai xin's school..----SIM..
i waited her at the library for abt 1and a half hour..i think..
surfing the net..
facebook-ing..
checking mails..

arr..i even sneaked into their class..and had a math lesson with their lecturer..XD
Wow..it was so fun..
bt the lesson was bloody boring for me...
listened to music throughout the lesson..

I met him...
he said HI to me..
n i was just like "HI..hmm..hmm.."..
i couldnt look into his eyes directly..
i just cant..

i wanted to take a look of him soooooooooo much...
finally we had a short conversation before me n cai xin get into kelvin's car..
actually is conversation between cai xin n des..
me n him..nthg to talk abt..just smiling to each other..
the feeling was soooooo different from our first met..
i wish i could stay there for a while longer..
bt i cant..

heard something that REALLY ruined my mood on the way bck to JB..
quite angry when i first heard it..
thn keep on thinking...think n think n think..
how silly am i...
how idiot am i..
i mean nothing to him..


bt feeling quite sad when i heard that he's going to study in US soon..


pin..mayb you're right..
mayb i dont mind he ald has a girlfriend..
mayb i really dont mind..just for few months..
bloody hell!!!!!SHIT!!!!!!!!!!
am i crazy????
it's all MAYBE...
I like him at this moment..maybe it would be different the nxt moment..
who knows??


arrrrr....
i'm f**king crazy now..
i hav to admit that I like him soooooooooooooo much..
even more than i thought...

I really hate myself when i like someone that i not suppose to..
it's really really really suffer...
n ppl will hate me..
third party??
what era is this????

what i suppose to do???
tell me please...

haizzz...sighing...
bad news or gd news??
wat do u think??
is that gd for me to study in singapore first?
before i further my study to USA..
quite annoying...this question..
haizz..
bt i'm sure..
i hav to study in singapore (NAFA)for 1 year..
mm..this may be a good chance for me to train myself..
bt feel frustrated and upset though..
cos i've put a lot of afford in it..

hmm..bt there's something that i'm happy with..
i've admitted by college of music..
the professor told me that i'm a young lady with lot of fine qualities..
n i gt a good voice..
ya..this makes me feel better..
but unfortunately..the uni doesnt admit directly after SPM..
that means..i hav to study in malaysia or singapore 's college for at least one year..
hmm..
i think is quite fine for me..
my mum doesnt want me to go so far away from her..
i can learn to be independent..
bt i gonna waste my one year time..


feel like i've let my parents down..
wasting their time..
their blood and sweat..

how i'm going to face them??
i know that's not my fault, but ..

surprisingly, i didnt cry..
when i received that email..
i think i've grown up..



everything's gonna be fine..

bad news...
bad news..
i might hav to study in singapore..
T_T...

listening class todae..
quite nice..
cos finally learnt sumthing..
Oh ya..
we got a new student todae..
a korean boy..
hahaha..nice to meet him..
i cant tell he's korean at first sight..
i even spoke chinese to him ..
thn he's like HUH??what are you saying??
hahaha..thn i asked him ARE you korean??
he noded his head..
i just like arhh...hahaha..thn started to speak english with him..

OK..bck to our topic..
listening class todae..
me n that korean boy(min,i think this is how his name spelled)
ok..me n min same group..
the topic is "how's relationship between boys and girls in your culture.."
this is the topic..i think..

was a quite difficult discussion..
hahaha..cos i hav to guess what he's trying to say..
though i'm not rili good in english..
i think i'm better he is..
hahaha..
he said he's so nervous todae..
i tell him to calm down n speak slowly..
finally..
he's getting better..

i just found out how they think of us(malaysian girl)..
man..he asked me whether malaysian girls LOVE MONEY or not..
do we hav MONEY FACE????huh??
waoooo..i was shocked that moment..
thn i asked him why does he think that way??
he said he heard from SOMEONE..
wtf!!!!that SOMEONE be careful huh..
insulting women...

quite interesting though...
different culture different opinion..
some of them think women shlud stay at home..
some of them dont care whether women or men support the family..
some of them think that they shuld pay for women when they hang out wif them..
i was shocked when min told me that divorce is normal in korea..
divorce..
if u want to divorce what's the point u get married??

learnt some interesting phrase todae..
you'll never find a girl that willing to shine your shoes and pick up after you..
ya..
totally agree..hey~~~women and men are equal now ok???
summore..
dont be too judgemental when u meet someone for the first time..
DONT judge a book by its cover..
tat's true..
most of us think that first impression is important..
ya..true..but can u tell personality of someone by first sight??
no rite??

haizz..one BABI spoiled my pretty mood todae..
dont wish to talk abt that again..
i love study...hahahaha...
dont think that i'm crazy or what..
just bcos after graduated from OMEGA i didnt rili study hard..or read a book..
hahaha..so it's a chance for me to study hard now..
enjoy being an adult..
i like the atmosphere in class..
rili..cant wait till tomoro..haha..
ACT like a good student..
saying ''good day ,mate!!!'' to my classmates..
hahaha..
feel good huh??


tat's all for todae..^^


Good day, mate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahaha...

feeling quite good todae...
nice weather..nice mood..

woke up at 11:30a.m...
cos kakak nid to clean my room..
11: ++a.m. is super early for me!!!!but i hav to wake up...no choice..
brush my teeth..wash my face..
no appetite todae...feel like vomit...
n my mum bought redang chicken summore..swt...
i didnt eat much ...but my mum eat all up..
after she finished, she scolded me..cos i always make her eat all the food n cause her put on weight..
hahaha..
halo~~tat's not my fault ok??
who ask you to buy lot of food when i dont feel wanna eat??
after BREAKFAST, had a cup of milo...
I LOVE MILO...hahaha..
other ppl addicted to coffee..for me i addicted to MILO...
I cant live without milo...
i gonna sing a song 2 my DEAREST milo...muahahaha..
how do i live without you?!!!!!!
hahahaha..
after a cup of milo,read newspaper...
after reading newspaper,took a shower..
hahahaa..i've chosen a T-shirt n a shorts that make me look fresh...
no BLACK N WHITE todae..
cos i usally wear BLACK n WHITE..
n mostly in white..
such a weirdo huh??
haha..
a tiring day ...
I took a nap while waiting for my mum to drive to ELS..
can u imagine hw tire am i???
time's almost there..my mum finally MOVES her body from those ANGbao 堆...
see??ang bao is more important than me!!!hahahaha...
reading class todae...
meanigless class..no point at all..
learnt sumthing that i ald know..
skim through the passage..pick up the important point..
OMG...spend few thousand ringgit to listen to these kind of bullshit??
haizz...
how stupid am i...
better spend these money to attend german learning class..
MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!who willing to teach me german????!!!!
i rili nid it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
german...makes me think abt US...
university...gosh..drives me crazy...
received an email telling me that the university DID NOT receive my spm result that i've sent it last year...
if you were me,will u get frustrated???
dream always look nice..like bubbles..
POPS POPS!!!disappear...
please..please..dont let my dream becomes bubbles...i'm begging you...


the proudest thing i've done today is i go home by myself...
muahahaha..by bus leh...geng rite??
i even cross the BUSY road that without traffic light by myself..
i feel proud of myself..haha..cos i dont really know how to cross a road that has no traffic light..
i noe..is childish..nvm..being childish for sometime is good though..


told myself today..
being a 19year-old girl must think like 19..
being an adult must think like an adult..

must know what is more important than personal matter..
eventhough i rili miss him..
but i gt more important thing to do..
harsh realities of life make us grow..
we hav to keep moving forward..
NO turning back..

适当的掩饰，是必要的...
当一个人长大了，不可能可以像小孩一样，有什么说什么...
把自己的心情写在脸上...
别人只会把你当成没大脑的笨蛋...
所以这个时候我们学会了掩饰...

但是，时间久了，掩饰可能逐渐变做作...
而做作也逐渐变虚伪...
忘了自己最初的样子...

现实就是残酷的...
逼得你必须伪装自己...
才能保护自己...



haizzz..feel so blue todae..
rainy day..
feel like roll myself in BIG blanket..n having a cup of hot chocolate..
hmm..
sounds nice..




5th of April 2010

still a LOOOOOONNNG way to go..

in a really bad mood todae..
when will i complete what has to be done..
is really a tough task..
my future is in my own hand..
my dream..
please..dont let me make any mistake..
a little mistake is enough to destroy my dream..
i dont hav much time to waste..
so please..
keep me away from those traps..


control myself..
concentrate on what is important..
please..
it makes me wanna cry..
but i didnt..
take a deep breathe...
everything will be alright..
加油！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
college stuffy..visa thingy..
everything's fine..


All The Best To Myself..

Happy 19th birthday 2 me~

19/3/2010

is a super duper important day in my life!!

haha..

sounds so liak huh??

hahaha..

19/3/2010 is my B'day..

especially 2010..

it was a memorable birthday for me..

early in the morning,abt 10.55..

when i was abt to wake up,

3 ppl came into my room..

hahaha..

3 important friends in my life..

i really shocked that time..

cos I haven brush my teeth and not even get up from bed..

hahaha..

can imagine that??

see that??

hahaha..

is really happy that my besties gave me an unforgettable 19th B'day..

thanks..Babes..lurve you all...

MUACKZZZZ...

after that,we took taxi to terbrau jusco..

and had breakfast at Food & tea / Tea&Food??

whatever..

hahaha..

really enjoy although the food is quite sucks..

cos be with my babes everything is OK..

hahahaha..

minor accident..

Shelby accidentally spilled milk tea on my WHITE shorts..

hahaha..

but is accident..

I bought a new 1 in Padini..and also a T shirt..

quite like it..

haha..

after meal..

we really dun hav idea what to do..

so we decided to film a short MAGIC video..

sounds great huh??

hahaha..

tat's really funny..

cos we laugh and laugh and laugh..

NG NG NG and NG..

hahaha..

but finally we completed the first video..

hahaha..

i have to sat that..

PHOEBE!!!!!!

you're really cool!!!!!

hahaha...

she's really good in acting..

and Shelby..

our FUTURE MC!!!

hahaha..

cos she's really good in speaking..

me and debbie..

what i can say is..

WE ARE LAME...

really!!!!

hahahahaha..

we keep laughing laughing and laughing...

NON stop...

ok..

is really unfair to debbie if i say this..

it's ok debbie..

unless we completed the video ok????

so we are not LAME..

haha..

abt 10.++p.m...

xu tua time~~

we went to station 1 yum cha..

and desmond brought his KOREAN friends together..

KOREAN!!!!u noe??

hahaha..

super happy to meet them..

cos we're so wanting to meet KOREAN..

and finally..

hahaha..

they are so polite..

even bowed their heads for first meeting...

haha..

not exaggerate..

they really bowed their heads!!!

hahaha..

while we were talking,they keep speaking KOREAN..

and we really xian mu xia..

hehehe..

they taught us some KOREAN..

a-ra-so??

kam-sa-ha-mi-da??

hahaha..

3 legged cat..hahaha..

after they had their dinner,

we decided to go cheong K..

waooo...

this is where our exiciting ADVENTURE begins..

hahahaha..

7 of us squeezed in des' small car..

can imagine??

2 boys infront..

the rest of us behind..

we keeping praying dont let us kena polis..

mana tahu..

we really kena!!!!!

haha..

our DEAREST policeman..

stopped us down..

and asked for our IC..

sei..

me and debbie didnt bring our IC..

and the polis said want to bring us to police station..

swt...

we were really scare that time..

but..

at the end..

i'm sure what had happened we all know..

they nid money to yum cha..

after that,

we finally reach terbrau jusco..

ha!ha!

redbox..closed~

wohoo..

we went to plaza pelangi..

it's already 12a.m...

how bold we are!!!

we met our DEAREST POLIS lagi..

but fortunately..

they didnt see us..

back to our korean friend..

they are really gentleman..

they clapped while we sang..

eventhough we are not really a good singer..

hahaha..

really shuang..u noe??

hahaha..

but because of our mums..

we had to leave earlier..

it's ald 2a.m..

we took taxi bck to pin's house..

hahaha..

it's nice to meet them..

hope to meet them again..

hahaha..

thx my babes ..

for giving me a supprising B'day..

lurve you all always..

Best Friend Forever..

remember..^^

what a good day~~woohoo..
I received an email from the uni..
god!!!!I've been shortlisted..
hahaha..good news huh??
haha..
however,I nid 2 resit IELTS again..
hmm..cos they nid a 6.5..I got 6.0 only..
so,they requested me to resit the exam..
anyway..I'm happy..cos I got a great chance to enter Michigan State University..
woohoo!!!!!!!!!!
god bless me~~


^^

I rili nid 2 whack myself up..
everythings seem so easy for me to get it..
nid 2 tell myself again and again..
DO NOT take anything for granted..
but it doesnt work..
I wouldnt admit if someone said "I'm a pampered kid" in the past..
but now ,I cant deny..
I'm really a pampered kid + mummy's girl..
cant do things well..cant take care of myself well..
AM I WRONG??
cant figure out..
music is my life..should i say that??
or just because i dont wan 2 follow what they say??
quite annoying..
I've chosen a course that full of risks..
is so hard for a graduate to find a job nowadays..
just like my future is a long journey that full of mist..
and I nid to walk through the mist cant predict what will happen in front of me..
but I hav to keep on walking and walking..
until the end of my life..

hold on to it ? give it up?
there's no turning back..
what i need to do is..
keep on singing..keep on learning..improve myself..
god bless me..
give the strength that makes me work harder..
I dont wan to let my parents down..
they spent half of their to work ..
they 're hardworking and willing to sacrifice their time on me..
almost use up all their bloods and sweats to fufil my dream..
everything that i've done for them is not enough..

work hard..and become an outstanding singer..
leads a comfortable life..
that's all they want to see..


no matter how hard the journey is,
keep on doing what you must do,
finally you will see the result you want..