haizzz...sighing...
bad news or gd news??
wat do u think??
is that gd for me to study in singapore first?
before i further my study to USA..
quite annoying...this question..
haizz..
bt i'm sure..
i hav to study in singapore (NAFA)for 1 year..
mm..this may be a good chance for me to train myself..
bt feel frustrated and upset though..
cos i've put a lot of afford in it..

hmm..bt there's something that i'm happy with..
i've admitted by college of music..
the professor told me that i'm a young lady with lot of fine qualities..
n i gt a good voice..
ya..this makes me feel better..
but unfortunately..the uni doesnt admit directly after SPM..
that means..i hav to study in malaysia or singapore 's college for at least one year..
hmm..
i think is quite fine for me..
my mum doesnt want me to go so far away from her..
i can learn to be independent..
bt i gonna waste my one year time..


feel like i've let my parents down..
wasting their time..
their blood and sweat..

how i'm going to face them??
i know that's not my fault, but ..

surprisingly, i didnt cry..
when i received that email..
i think i've grown up..



everything's gonna be fine..