moody...moody...
what a moody day..
something ruined my PRETTY mood..
woke up super duper duper early todae..
7:15a.m...
cos cai xin WARNED me dont be late..
so i was soooooooooooooooo guai...
i woke up exactly 7:15a.m..
we went out at 8:20a.m...
few minutes walking..
few minutes MRT..
abt 10 minutes waiting for the bus..
abt 20 minutes sitting in the bus..
abt 10 minutes of walking again..
FINALLY...
we arrived at cai xin's school..----SIM..
i waited her at the library for abt 1and a half hour..i think..
surfing the net..
facebook-ing..
checking mails..

arr..i even sneaked into their class..and had a math lesson with their lecturer..XD
Wow..it was so fun..
bt the lesson was bloody boring for me...
listened to music throughout the lesson..

I met him...
he said HI to me..
n i was just like "HI..hmm..hmm.."..
i couldnt look into his eyes directly..
i just cant..

i wanted to take a look of him soooooooooo much...
finally we had a short conversation before me n cai xin get into kelvin's car..
actually is conversation between cai xin n des..
me n him..nthg to talk abt..just smiling to each other..
the feeling was soooooo different from our first met..
i wish i could stay there for a while longer..
bt i cant..

heard something that REALLY ruined my mood on the way bck to JB..
quite angry when i first heard it..
thn keep on thinking...think n think n think..
how silly am i...
how idiot am i..
i mean nothing to him..


bt feeling quite sad when i heard that he's going to study in US soon..


pin..mayb you're right..
mayb i dont mind he ald has a girlfriend..
mayb i really dont mind..just for few months..
bloody hell!!!!!SHIT!!!!!!!!!!
am i crazy????
it's all MAYBE...
I like him at this moment..maybe it would be different the nxt moment..
who knows??


arrrrr....
i'm f**king crazy now..
i hav to admit that I like him soooooooooooooo much..
even more than i thought...

I really hate myself when i like someone that i not suppose to..
it's really really really suffer...
n ppl will hate me..
third party??
what era is this????

what i suppose to do???
tell me please...